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blindsight
bookhard sci-fi that asks whether consciousness is even worth the calories. ruined me for a week.
favorite thing: the scramblers. no ego, no fear, just perfect optimization.
mood: cold orbit, quiet dread
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smt v: vengeance
gamepress turn combat, demons arguing about philosophy, and a protagonist who does not speak. perfect.
favorite thing: fusing a party that could beat god and then negotiating with a pixie for macca.
mood: demon-haunted tokyo at 2am
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shigatsu wa kimi no uso
animemy favorite one. sad, beautiful, and personal in a way that hits too close sometimes.
favorite thing: how much i can identify with the mc and the way the story turns pain into music.
mood: beautiful sadness, piano in an empty room
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vinland saga
animelife changer. the kind of story that starts with violence and somehow becomes about choosing peace.
favorite thing: the slow shift from revenge to becoming a better person.
mood: cold sea air, heavy growth
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erased
animea good story with mystery, memory, and the feeling of wanting to fix something before it is too late.
favorite thing: the emotional tension of going back and trying to save someone.
mood: winter, suspense, second chances
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hyouka
animesimple slice of life, but in a nice way. quiet mysteries, soft pacing, and small moments that matter.
favorite thing: how ordinary school life becomes interesting without needing huge drama.
mood: calm afternoon, curiosity, school windows
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evangelion
animenot much to say here because there is too much to say here. it is evangelion.
favorite thing: the messiness: loneliness, fear, identity, and giant robots pretending this is only a robot show.
mood: anxious apocalypse, orange sky
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final fantasy ix
gamea love letter to the series itself. vivi exists and that is enough.
favorite thing: the theater ship, alexandria, and "what makes life precious".
mood: bittersweet nostalgia, warm crystals
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radiohead
musicthe band i have loved longest. from paranoid android to present tense, always the right frequency.
favorite thing: in rainbows as a complete experience — pay what you want, zero regrets.
mood: glitchy warmth, anxious beauty
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fishmans
musiclong season is 35 minutes of floating. shinji sato had a voice from another plane.
favorite thing: the live version of long season. one song, one journey, no stops.
mood: night bus, city lights, weightless
shrines
altars to things that live in my head rent-free