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shrines

altars to things that live in my head rent-free

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  • blindsight

    book

    hard sci-fi that asks whether consciousness is even worth the calories. ruined me for a week.

    favorite thing: the scramblers. no ego, no fear, just pattern matching with teeth.

    mood: cold orbit, quiet dread

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  • smt v: vengeance

    game

    press turn combat, demons arguing about philosophy, and a silent protagonist wandering through ruins.

    favorite thing: fusing a party that could beat god and then negotiating with a pixie for macca.

    mood: demon-haunted tokyo at 2am

  • shigatsu wa kimi no uso

    anime

    my favorite one. sad, beautiful, and personal in a way that hits too close sometimes.

    favorite thing: how much i can identify with kousei and the way the story turns pain into music.

    mood: piano in an empty room, trying not to cry

  • vinland saga

    anime

    starts with violence and slowly becomes about choosing peace on purpose.

    favorite thing: the slow shift from revenge to becoming a better person.

    mood: cold sea air, learning to put the knife down

  • erased

    anime

    mystery, memory, and the panic of trying to fix something before it is too late.

    favorite thing: the emotional tension of going back and trying to save someone.

    mood: winter, suspense, second chances

  • hyouka

    anime

    simple slice of life, but in a nice way. quiet mysteries, soft pacing, and small moments that matter.

    favorite thing: how ordinary school life becomes interesting without needing huge drama.

    mood: calm afternoon, curiosity, school windows

  • evangelion

    anime

    not much to say here because there is too much to say here. it is evangelion.

    favorite thing: the messiness: loneliness, fear, identity, and giant robots pretending this is only a robot show.

    mood: anxious apocalypse, orange sky

  • final fantasy ix

    game

    a love letter to the series itself. vivi exists and that is enough.

    favorite thing: the theater ship, alexandria, and "what makes life precious".

    mood: bittersweet nostalgia, warm crystals

  • radiohead

    music

    the band i have loved longest. paranoid android, present tense, and all the bad weather between them.

    favorite thing: in rainbows as a complete experience — pay what you want, zero regrets.

    mood: glitchy warmth, anxious beauty

  • fishmans

    music

    long season is 35 minutes of floating. shinji sato sings like the song is already leaving.

    favorite thing: the live version of long season. one song, one journey, no stops.

    mood: night bus, city lights, weightless

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